Jurnal of Life

finally the series of "Ansatsu Kyoushitsu (Association Classroom)" is over. there is a feeling disappointment  in my heart with the ending. but over all I love this serial because I can pick many lesson from it. you must know the serial has been over from last year because last year I don't have a good connection so I just could watch it now. may be some of you have so many question to me, why I love this serial to much. I will tell you some secret. when I was stay in bogor my friend "fitria slamuet" introducing this film to me. at the time I watch "Ansatsu Kyoushitsu (Association Classroom)" from my notebook and suddenly I fall in love with this one. I love it because I got a lot of valuable lesson from "koro sensei". Koro seinsei is a yellow octopus, he is a monster who government used to be an experiment. he will destroyed the earth on the next year, but before he did it he ask the government to be a teacher on class 3E junior high s...

Desainrumahnya.com what are you thinking when you see the windows? ( can you tell me what do you think? ) when I see a window I always thinking there are much light and full of air. when I was rent room at Bogor I choose the room which have a big window and it face to the yard. the room doesn't large it's small just 2 x 2 meter, without chit chat I immediately decide to rent this room because I think it will difficult to get the same room like this with the low price. you must know, that I am never move from the rent home until I got my Graduation in 2016.  honestly there are many damage at my rent home, you know the main door of my rent home is always make a problem. we can't open and close the door when the rain fall, it has been change for sometime but when rain fall again it will be same again. until I left my rent home on June 2016 the problem doesn't have a solution. But you must know that I will always love my last room and home. beginning of this ...

"Orang pandai dan beradab tak kan diam di kampung halaman Tinggalkan negrimu dan merantaulah ke negeri orang Pergilah dan kau kan dapatkan penganti dari kerabat dan teman" Syair ini selalu membuat saya galau, antara pulang dan merantau. antara tinggal dan menghabiskan waktu di kampung halaman dengan pergi ke kota atau negeri sebrang. yang jelas kemanapun saya pergi saya pasti akan "pulang".  Pertengahan tahun lalu saya memutuskan untuk pulang (dalam arti sebenarnya) saya mengemasi barang barang saya dan membawanya ke rumah. menginggalkan rastusan kenangan yang pernah saya lalui selama dikota hujan. hingga akhir tahun lalu saya masih di rumah, saya menyebutnya sebagai liburan. dan menaganggap ini adalah sarana pengabdian sebelum saya merantau (lagi). Banyak hal yang saya pelajari selama (pengangguran) di rumah, saya mulai menyambangi kebun dan sawah (lagi). saya belajar menjadi petani seperti yang dilakukan oleh kedua orang tua saya. saya pun bertem...

"saya sudah lama tidak berdo'a" katanya pada saya. "Tuhan terlalu baik, Dia memberikan apapun yang bahkan tidak saya minta" lanjutnya lagi. Saya ikut diam tidak tahu harus menjawab apa, Allah mahabaik tak perlu meminta Dia pun memberi. Namun Doa tak hanya saja meminta, ini juga sebagai media berkomuikasi dengan Nya. "lantas nikmat Tuhan mu yang manakah yang hendak kau dustakan?" Tuhan tahu segala aktivitas mu, tetapi akan lebih romantis jika kamu ceritakan kembali perasaanmu. sesungguhnya Tuhan tahu bagaimana perasaanmu, namun jauh lebih baik kau curahkan agar kamu menjadi lebih dekat. "sesungguhnya Tuhan mu lebih dekat dibanding urat nadimu"   Saya terdiam tak tahu harus berucap apa mengingat semua kalimat-kalimat diatas disampaikan oleh seorang guru bererapa waktu lalu. hati saya terasa kering sudah lama tak mendengar petuah dari para alim, iman saya seperti dalam keadaan kritis. saya takut Tuhan marah, saya takut sudah tidak...

I am twenty two years now, I am not a little girl anymore. God give me a lot of surprise in this year, I got new family and new friend. I have finished my study on Physics Department in Bogor Agricultural Institute in October, and on November someone offered to me to be a substitute teacher in senior high school AL-Azhar Plus Bogor for one month.  I took the offer and I found a new family again there, I am grateful being a part of this school. it's really amazing, I learn much experience from this place. I have one month being their teacher and friend. sometime when I feel alone I really miss them, I hope they all will get a success in their feature. and now, I find my new family on Primagama. in this palace I have many friends with different type of Age. now I have new Brother and Sister, they always make me happy and smiling. sometime they are so annoying and make me upset, but I really thanks being this part of family. twenty two years I am single, and I am Ha...

I was losing my phone on Monday (21/11), that incident happen so quickly. it was my fault because I don't keep well my phone, I put my phone on table in the teacher's room before I enter the classroom to teach my student. when the bell was ringing I am exit the class and back to teacher's room. I put my book on the table and looking around to get my phone. for a minute I think that my phone was saved by Mr. Asep, but not along Mr. Asep come and ask me about his phone. at that time I think that someone has taken our phone, but who is he/she? no one saw anybody enter into the room. I don't want to accuse anyone, almost my student. for a second I hope that my phone back, I don't have a backup phone number all my friend, my teacher, my family and all. I was depressed because I really don't remember all my contact number including the number phone of my father and my sister. at the evening I bought a sim card to call my family. I remember I write down my dad...

Teruntuk engkau wahai Ibu dan Bapak Guru selamat hari guru, selamat ulang tahun bapak dan ibu guru. terimakasih atas baktimu yang telah mengantarkan ku pada cahaya ilmu. terimakasih atas kesabaran kalian dalam mendidik dan mengajarkan pada kami tentang banyak pengetahuan baru. terimakasih atas pengabdian tanpa jasa kalian. selama kurang lebih 14 hari yang lalu, saya meraskan betapa tidak mudahnya menjadi guru. betapa saya merasakan kesedihan ketika salah satu siswa yang saya didik tak mau mendengrakan dan nampak mengacuhkan. tapi kalian bapak dan ibu guru kalian luar bisa kalian tak menyerah pada kemalasan dan kebengalan kami. rasa terimakasih bahkan tidak cukup untuk membalas kebaikan kalian pada kami. guru adalah pahlawan tanpa jasa, kalian tak pernah meminta imbalan apapun pada kami. kalian bekerja dengan hati untuk membuat kami menjadi manusia yang berguna. andaipun kelak saya ingin menjadi guru, maka semenjak hari ini saya harus bisa belajar menjadi ikhlas, belajar untuk ...